Monday, 12 January 2009

• My relationship is great most days... but still a bit awkward

  So I have been trying to be more open with my boyfriend of 5 months. Its a bit odd though because the more time that we spend together I realize that I am falling in love with him. And its not something that was like love at first site. I've just grown to love him. His weird passions for movies and video games (must be a boy thing... all his friends are like that too). But the thing is that I never know how to say it. I cant say it flat out unless I say "as a friend" on the end. But he's not just a friend. He's so much more. And he has this annoying habit of knowing what I'm thinking or trying to say before I say or mention anything about it. So when I was trying to tell him that I love he kind of just said "I know" when I finally managed to say it. Should it really bug me that much that he wont say it? I mean if he didn't love me then I could deal with that but the fact that he does and he just wont openly acknowledge it. I think the reason that he won't is because he doesn't want to rush things but it just feels so weird when he acts like I'm the only thing that matters in the world yet he won't openly come near saying "I love you." Am I wrong to try to tell him that I love him and want for him to say it when he cant seem to do it? <3addy

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• Hi everyone! I'm just getting started on Datingish... Drop me a comment if you've got some ideas on what to do first - or just to say, "Hi!"

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